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BEN AND I ARE GETTING MARRIED!!! Surprise! 

Okay so, I've been really out of touch with the blogging world. I have missed my little blog. So much has happened in the past month and a half. Big life changes! Good life changes. 

Love is good. Love is hard. I have learned so much about love in the past 2 months. So grateful to have a God that loves me so relentlessly and unconditionally. Sometimes I feel so worthless and undeserving! But HE never thinks that of me. So wonderful. 

Things I've learned about Ben that I didn't know before we got engaged:

1. He hates shaving. Why does this matter? I prefer love non-sandpaper faces. But hey, who am I to judge right? It's not like I shave my legs every day. 
2. He's a really good thank-you-note-writer.
3. He loves Big League Chew and Sunflower Seeds more than I do.
4. He is the MOST generous person I have ever encountered. He would give you the shirt off his back without even thinking twice. 
5. He likes to experiment when cooking...something I don't gravitate towards. Yay for growth!
6. He is really good at Tennis. 
7. He "experiences God when driving." I don't like to drive. So that statement really wowed me. 
8. Last night he used the word "WOWZA" when talking about living together when we get married. Cool points= +50.

Holy moly. I am one lucky woman. 

Look at that face. Concerned that I would fall off the edge. Thankful for that man!